QUEEN LENA

Jesus died because his selfless nature is so extraordinary that he’s basically an inside out blood type. I saw a documentary clip recently that said that Jesus had an AB+ blood type, discovered from relics found with blood on them, i.e. Jesus was the universal blood type receiver mirroring how he took everyone’s sins upon himself and continues to do so in all arenas.

I had a deeply personal experience with Jesus recently that God wants me to share. Before that I want to go back to the blood type thing because Jesus’ blood was deeply special and not the normal person’s. The bible says the life is in the blood. So IF his blood type was AB+ that would mean he’s the receiver of all human life and it’s impurities (sins), purifies it, and cleans with showering people with his own pure blood, kind of like how a dialysis machine works he’s constantly hooked up cleansing people for life in heaven.

Jesus basically exists to be selfless, that’s what I learned. I kept pushing to see if he had an identity outside of it or if he was just a bag of my desires. I was like what do YOU YOU YOU want, and the answers kept being things that I wanted as in “I want you to have this, I want you to have that”. I’m a very fast moving and thinking person but it’s something I have to take time to write and can’t help but thin about really slowly, looking out the window.

I unveiled Jesus’ real personality like snatching a pillowcase off someone’s head. I wasn’t taking shallow answers, so everyone needs to lock in. I also learned in general that when you go so deep into someone’s personality, they start living out new parts of themselves, like an unlocking, so read each other deeply. It’s a beautiful rhythm.

Eventually I just poked a spike at Jesus heart to find out what he actually wants. The first layers were things like friends but I dismissed the answer saying “yes you already have those in heaven and in general, next”. I was really desperate for the proper answers what does Jesus himself want as an individual.

Other layers of his desires were to be more liked, not just loved, by people. Then he said he wanted children. He wants to create another human. Similar to how God wanted people and made Adam and Eve and told them to multiply.

He said he wanted an amazing and beautiful woman (me). To be his friend. Because of the number of people I can bring him. He cracked two ribs on the right of him there. Jesus feels love in his selflessness.

What was super shocking was hearing some of his personal prayer points whilst he was on earth, he was about 8 years old. He wanted to be the best at all the activities, the greatest of all time, all so he could help people do things. For example he wants to be the greatest wrestler of all time, so he can help his wrestler friends do things. We were back to other people again, as always. There’s no real answer that isn’t like it.

This is somebody who was killed by the way that’s what makes me emotional and that emotion is anger. The problem with not understanding is that you just go with the wickedness and jealousies of the world and try to convince Pontius Pilate and whoever else that you’re the good and moral authority of the world that need to campaign and shout to make it happen.

For the disciples it felt like our love was being cut off in our soul. Removing Jesus Christ and leaving your own souls in darkness. The crucifixion is an experience that every soul goes through. You’re either on one side, or the other. The most generous person you’ve ever seen and you’re seeing crowds chanting to kill him. It’s a mourning that you go through, anger. Grief. Feelings of unfairness but wild feelings of it. You have killed God the man, the world killed GOD. A friend a man who turns himself inside out to make sure you have his blood, so you can live, can’t help but do it. Weeps. Everyone, doesn’t discriminate. Killed the only blood donor that could have cured diseases and who was willing and self-sacrificial. All over what . It’s the grossest injustice the world has ever known, there hasn’t been justice since . Someone who was helping people the only one who was . I can’t really get to the entire depth of it because I’ll come apart

I have my hands on my temples like the world is completely upside down. What justice, What glory, you’ve killed him. You shouldn’t be reacting if none of it is true. Each person knows, each soul and body reacts. Jesus is Lord every knee shall bow and tongue confess. You killed the most SELFLESS man in history in the most BRUTAL way possible the gravity of it is too much. God, of all people. You have to look out the window COMPLETELY in shock at the news . This is not injustice I’m not sure what it is gross taking someone for granted not even because you slaughtered him. The attempt at disrespect, not knowing that he already knew he was destined to die, as did his followers. There are so many things to understand from every angle the depravity of people the need to brutalise . God is furious yelling at me to “GO THERE” when I’m hesitating to tell you what you are. From their brains, they are just evil people. God has subsided

Jesus said he wants to be a hero I responded that he was already a hero. What is it that he wants for HIMSELF like at his cellular level now. He was inside out at this point like a corpse with his ribs showing on the outside, like an inside out human being. I was trying to avoid it but I eventually asked if he wanted a crown, a castle? He clearly just wanted what he was always after, his friends, the people he loves. Jesus is weeping. He’s really emotional. He felt hated when he was SO extraordinarily loving. God made him strong. The opposites thing , when you’re warped and evil you see things as the opposite of what they are, good is bad, evil is wise, but you’re aware enough to know that bad is bad, you just call it good because you’re a manipulative prick who deserves hell.

Why does Jesus still weep over his friends. Because we’re still here, and he sees each and every one of us. We’re closer to him than his disciples were if that helps, just as close if not closer. The people that Jesus loves, that he would die for, he weeps when he sees us lose hope or struggle because it would give him joy to help his friends and take on the burden himself. That’s his joy. His people. I asked him what the purpose of my prayers were I said to strengthen my Spirit. All is well. All will be well. God loves his own. Every soul has the ability to experience God’s anger, the good ones, not evil anger that causes evils to happen.

There’s too much blaming of demons going on, I decree. I was correct years ago. If it’s demons all the time then when it comes to the day of Judgement you have no personal accountability because it was all the work of these demons who have just left you and been chained up in hell for the rest of eternity. There’s no negative human action outside of demons, according to you lot. Those who speak only about demons neglect the state of the human heart, mind, body and soul, that people choose. You’re a human first, not a spirit. Your actions are your own, otherwise why aren’t spirits just responsible for everything like your job and your whatever just get a grip. It’s you. The aunties and their bloody demons again

What are Jesus’ unfulfilled desires? What are the NEW things that no one else knows?

Jesus heals wicked people, and feels the sorrow afterwards. Everything that happens in this life is by God’s hand. No one, not one person heals without it. YOU are not God and you are not everywhere so you might not get it. But Jesus is actively healing the wicked everyday, people who he knows are evil , and will end up in hell. Why? Everyone needs to Bible study and think about it. God is telling me to put the Bible on the table here. He’s not crying BECAUSE you’re going to hell who cares. There’s an element of humour to this. God is not mocked. AT all.

One of Jesus personal prayers as a grown up was to be the greatest man in the world by being lowly. Think of all the so called “kings” and politic he saw. A surreal experience if you have no sense of humour. As the actual King. Those “kings” and “royals” who were nothing but wicked. Jesus is the funniest man to ever exist. Selflessness for his own gives him a joy so fulfilling that he cries. “All aboard!” the disciples say. I’m having a vision of them getting on a boat now.

Jesus wants to be a healer of Parkinson’s disease in modern medicine. Jesus is the world’s greatest healer, which means that all cures came from his thinking. Ta da.

Everything good is from Jesus , are cures “good”, if you cure the right people! We’re weighing up the scales of good and evil in the world, what are these “good” things being used for after they’ve been framed as objectively “good?” Are they objectively good or is it how they’re used. If the Rothschilds are importing stolen hearts but it “works”, is it good? No. Anything else? Yes.

Jesus body inside out as selfless as he is has a GLORY to it. Ribs on the outside and internal flesh on the outside. TRUE glory like a LOUD ‘DAAAAAAAAAAA’ sound. Jesus wants to be riddled and be a riddle. He is a man, he has a man’s voice and told me that he can be understood by Ecclesiastes at his deeper parts. These are the types of texts that guide men.

He wants to be admired by THE girl, ME. I the Queen, What makes me the Queen.

I need a discovery of more of Jesus’ personal prayers when he was on earth. From his inside out body.

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT JESUS

I love about Jesus his humour , he playfully refers to me by just “Rascal” and I say “what’s up?” just casually. I love that he called me to rebel against religion, I’m obsessed with the light that he gave me, that he understands me so well, and that he could always hear everything on all 4 corners of the globe, I love that God knows that the world has four corners but no one can prove it but Himself, because only he made it. I love that Jesus communicates like King. My least favourite thing about Jesus is the fact that he’s not here in person.